Satan Real or In The Mind

I am a Theistic Satanist. I prefer it that way. I don't hold out that it is the correct way. It is just I feel more comfortable seeing everything in that context. But I still have queries being a realist. Once you commit yourself to Satan new ideas come up. There is for many a new way of looking at the society they live in etc. For a Theistic this is in some way coming from Satan. If in worship even more so. But is it ? Maybe it is these external forces are just turning a key in your head. Opening your Pandora's Box deep inside your subconscious and letting out all of that part of you-the real you-that indoctrination locked away. Many might hold that once you mention the key word "Satan" it in some way activates the same process without any outside interference.
Having chatted to a great number of Satanists I find it interesting that a high percentage have all very similar experiences. They have very similar reactions. Depending where they are at along this path. It's as if Satanic development seems to be a very similar process. Different people move forward or hold back at whatever point along this highway as they want. One should remember there are no books or standard methods laid out to anybody for this process. This is interesting since Satanism is held out as a very individual path.
It makes no difference whether the process is activated by external forces or whether it is a completely internal thing. The important consideration is that one gets on the Satanic pathway and Develops along it. It seems to me that as our DNA programming is the same or extremely similar -then likewise when Satan is activated we will all have very similar reactions. It is as if there is a part of our deep subconscious brain that has massive amounts of information just waiting to be activated by this key commitment to HIM. I think there may be slight variations but it seems as if to move forward we have to go through very similar processes.
Another point to consider is the subconscious mind. We still know little about it. It is massively powerful. And within Satanism it is difficult to understand what has been activated. Maybe when Satan is activated your subconscious throws out a vibe to others on this path -similar in a way to the concept of universal consciousness.
I don't think there is an answer to "Satan Real or in The Mind". Nor do I think it important. What is important is the neophytes eyes are opened in a way to experience the society he or she lives in free from that society's indoctrination.

Initiation and Baptism

Many people like an initiation or baptism into Satanism. Baptism to me is too much like an xtian tradition. In Satanism surely one is trying to break away from that. I feel Satanism is a very individual path so an initiation should at best be done on one's own. After all you are setting up a unique relationship with HIM. I also am a person who is into Chaos and tends to shear away from Ceremonial  Tradition. I tend to make up and use whatever I think is necessary for whatever ritual I am doing. I don't need to use somebody else's methods which has possibly been constructed many years back.I find I experiment with different rituals. See how they work. Try out other peoples methods. Join them up in some way with mine. Experiment- see how something feels. Sometimes I think this might be risky-certain Demons could be tricky and might bring on unpleasant experiences.I have in the past sometimes found it can all get a bit intense.  They may push forward faster than you can cope with. But it is then fairly simple to send them back to Hell. Much of Satanism is overcoming fear. Which have been put there by the indoctrination of society. When in fact way back in time whole societies worshiped these gods and thrived.
The basic structure of the initiation is to revoke all past affiliations and then give the whole of your being to HIM. One must not take this process lightly as once done there is no way it can be reversed. Even if you try in some way to go back, you will still see everything in a different light to how you experienced life before. You will see everything within the framework of Satanism. So if you are thinking of making a commitment take your time over it. There is no rush. Make sure when you do this that it is truly what you want to do.

Porn Creep-Bye Product of Satanism

Watching pornography and prolonged masturbation seems to be one of the pleasures that arise with Satanism. I have found that  I was watching porn and edging from 4 to 6 hours a day!!!!!Sometimes till 2am  or 3am  in the morning. I would get up early and start for an hour before breakfast . If you find you only get a hard on when doing this you may be possessed by Demons or a Demon.It really depends on how you want to handle this. Some people in main stream society would say -"you are in trouble" But looking at this objectively -are you? You are doing what you enjoy. It may help you relax. It is very pleasant. You are seeing interesting sexual pictures that turn you on.What could be wrong with that. Some of the naked bodies one see look like gods -their bodies are perfection. On some sites you can chat to others. So at least you don't feel an odd ball. Sought of outside society. You find others like you who have the same interest. One thing I have realized is what a massive and I mean massive sex drive men have.It has all been destroyed by current societies. If one looks at it under a magnifying glass -much of what society does is to control or push male testosterone into certain avenues that give no release nor satisfaction to the male. These indoctrinations in fact emasculate him . In many ways castrate him. It causes serious illnesses and fucks the male psychic. Half the psychologist's waiting rooms are full of these guys. Like many others these powerful lustful desires are destroyed by being forced into the deep sub conscious mind. Never to be experienced again. The internet has become our pathway to freedom. It is a Satanic highway which main stream society can not control . It has a power of its own. A Demon if you like of its own making. Chaos manifest. It shows one what the world is really like. Not what bullshit society likes us to believe. At long last Cock Power has been able to rise up. To show itself and affect any man who wishes to behold the power in his penis.  Porn watching can be used for edge training. One should probably attempt 3 hour sessions. Remember this is in a way your worship to Phallus. God Cock if you like. Don't be put down by indoctrinations . If you think it. You need it. That thought process has relevance. You should and must act upon it. Remember you were born this way. And Satan wants you to develop in the way you see fit. Not in the way others like to control you.
So porn creep will develop for males on the LHP. It is something to be viewed as a development. It is to be used for further development. You might start my only liking specific types of pics-certain types of cocks, or naked bodies. Later you may find you like all types of cock, all bodies.. What shall we say a complete devotee in a way. Who knows. Still it must not be abused. But at the same time enjoyed.
If it becomes so strong that your livelihood is affected then asked the Demons to return to Hell and possibly spread salt water round.
For more information on this there is a Master in Masturbation and Cock Worship at the Temple of Masturbation -http://templeof masturbation.blogspot.com

Satanic Body

A few years ago I found out that underarm deodorant contains Aluminium  The lymph nodes in that area pick this up and send the aluminium into and around the body. Aluminium can cause a multitude of problems . Alzheimer and breast cancer being some. My reaction was don't use deodorant . It is probably one of the best things I decided to do . It seems from my perspective that one does not spell that badly. And fuck does that matter anyway. One wants to put out as much male body odor as possible.
A few months ago I was talking to a friend . It seemed they bathed twice a day. Looking into this it seems this can cause problems to the bodies natural oil etc on the skin. Bath oils and soap also do not help. Ideas I had started to come up -why bath -why wash -what happens if you don't -will you smell-so what. So I decided to give it a try . Have not bathed for the last 8 months -although I do wash my face, hands and feet. I have found I have got used to it and have not found it to be a problem in any way.
I have always found wearing underpants very restrictive. Most of the time it constricts your testicles and penis. So I started not wearing them. Took a bit of time to get used to. But once into it one will not go back. It in some way adds to your freedom.
A new experience I am trying at the moment is how to handle body functions . This one will probably not appeal to many. One has to remember that toilet paper is a fairly new development in the western world.  It has not been used in the Middle and Far East until recently. It also causes  massive loss in trees to the planet. In the Far East they would handle this function by using their hand to clean up and then have a jug nearby to clean the hand. First reaction may be disgusting. But be careful here. Is this another of the Western worlds indoctrinations. Experiment -go through in your mind what is going on -why do you feel this way -do not come up with simple answers. Again this is another way to see how much one has been indoctrinated.
Finally let us look into another function that they do in the  Far East do. This is drinking urine. Done by the Chinese and Indians. They say it has great therapeutic benefits. One should drink a cup full every morning. It may be difficult to start with  but one will get used to and accept the taste. It definitely help the kidneys. It cleans them out. I also think it works on the homeopathic laws in some way if you have any sickness.
As a Satanist one must experiment. Try new ideas. Reconsider indoctrinations

Pozzed and Drugs

Whether to take Drugs or get Pozzed will become a question for you.. Lets start with the pozz aspect. It seems that over the last half century gay men have in a way been denied their freedom if you like to have sex when they like, with whom they like and when they like. If you let your lust and sex drive rule then the Aids Virus will at some stage cross your path whether you like it or not. If you take drugs and or worship Satan your sexual feelings will be expanded. Satan will tempt you to go further. Drugs will take away what shall we say, your reserve. It is as everybody knows a massive problem. It is also a very personal choice what to do. It some ways you can try to live as a hermit. Nearly impossible with man's natural sex drive. Possibly get a regular bf but you know that can get boring with so many men out there . Even if you are careful -whatever that means- using protection fucks up the enjoyment- there is always the risk that some how some were the virus will get through. Even if you get the "gift" don't think that is the end of the problem. Many believe once they have it they can throw caution to the wind. You can't. There are many different strains of the virus so if you "go for it" you can easily have many different strains in your system.  Many men I think find the stress of not having enough sex overrides the risks of getting Aids. Many like to heighten their experience of sex with Meth or "Tina-Satan's Drug. Once on this drug from what I have seen and heard it  becomes  impossible to get off. The heighten sexual feeling are too strong a pull. It makes one a complete sex maniac. As a Satanist this may seem great.
From my own experience I brought a man to Satan . He was as far as I could see a powerful Alpha male-beautiful muscular body. He used to have sex once a week . After his entrance into the joys of Satan he found that he needed it three times a day. I was well pleased with doing Satan's work. I think the Demons had entered him-which of course made hyper sexual. They it seems can only experience sex through us humans. Then a reverse happened. His Demons tried to get me to go bareback and take meth with him. He was massively persuasive. Comments like   " It is the only way""You know you want it this way""I want you to find men for me""You will take all men" etc etc. It made me  very very horny and for a time I seriously considered it. One must remembered Satan tempts. But it is your decision and only yours. One must be very aware of cause and effect. Be very aware that if a Demon gets hold of you in some way then he will try and control your feelings so that you carry out his sexual desires. He in someway takes over your thought processes, to manipulate you. .

Guilt & Shame

Guilt and shame are two of the biggest bastards on the way to growth. It is  a left over from early indoctrinations. Much from religious crap. It can be how you see society's interpretation of what you are doing or how they might react to it. It is the old maxim that has been driven into you since birth -you must conform to society's norms. There is fear you will be an outcast. Shunned by main stream society. It can be one of the hardest indoctrination's and feelings to get rid of. In can take years and for some a lifetime.But ask yourself why. What is this guilt -what is this shame. It is in some way the clash in your mind between the new Satanic framework that is arising which is at variance with the old original indoctrinations of main stream societies norms. It will be something one has to go through in order to grow into the "new " person that you want to be. The person who now walks down the never ending path to Hell. Once broken your strength increases. One has to grab this condition by the scruff of the neck and ask yourself is it really worth going through this pain. What for- it is your life, your body, your mind, your cock. Your have renounced the other crap way of acting in life. Why should this negative feeling linger on.. One should live the new live with pleasure. What are society, your family members, your friends going to say. Look at yourself -are any of them that important. They are the past. Satanism is the future. It is for you to deal with the the here and now. It is all that matters. It is all consuming for you. What matters now is only your path to Hell. Once you genuinely give yourself to HIM the ideas and methods of handling this problem come into focus. With HIS guidance and communication with others there will be change.As you go further down the path Satan will help you destroy the guilt little by little. Finding you do not need to conform to "their"rules. Eventually you may find you get a thrill by breaking away from the fold. You realize you must think for yourself. Re consider everything you have been taught and re assess it within the framework of your new Satanic life style. Time is all that is needed.

Taboos

Taboos-Satan will confront these eventually. There is no getting away from it. It may be later than sooner but you will be confronted. You may find in worship Satan suggests something –one of the taboos and says break it. It depends on the taboo what your reaction may be. You may be horrified. You have probably never ever considered this. Fuck wish this thought would go away. But I can assure you once started it will not. It will start to come up every so often. It may go on for months or maybe years until there is some outcome. The taboo was pushed into the dark recesses of the mind years ago. The rules were indoctrinated into you.  But Satan has drawn it out to be re looked at re assessed. So that now you will consider it in a total different way. Satan has shown you total freedom-total free will to act in the way you consider relevant-the Satanic way-your new life style. Not controlled, nor indoctrinated by society and or other people’s life styles. You have to consider –shall you break this taboo. Is it something you want to do? Perhaps it does not interest you. But if Satan has drawn it up out of your deep mind then there is probably some interest and or hidden reasons.. Maybe you will find that by doing this you will feel you are more in tune with your Satanic lifestyle and that you will have grown down this path. When breaking of taboos come up in the mind you have probably gone quite far down the path to Hell. It has only happened after much earlier progress has been made in other spheres. You may find after many weeks, months or could be years that you suddenly find you are re considering it. That you may feel that this is what Satan wants of you. That maybe this is to be done to move further down the path. It will probably give you an erotic high thinking about it. But still you may have doubts. Still you may hold back. The indoctrination surrounding taboos if very very powerful. To break a taboo can be too much of a life changing experience to even consider. It may be one of your fundamental rules by which you judge yourself. Never to be considered,  never to be broken. You wonder how you are going to handle this after the event. Would you be applaud or disgusted with yourself. Maybe you will have to re assess your rules. Satan will turn these upside down. You must realize on this path you will be confronted to move forward. If you do this it will please Satan –you will probably receive many boons. You may find that Satan slowly changes your attitude so that you see this in a totally new light. Over time the disgust, guilt, shame may start to go –Satan may start to change the mind set that has held one back.  Satan will destroy these over time so they no longer exist. You then act in braking the taboo in a total new Satanic way. It will be if you like Satanic enlightenment. It will in some way be unbelievable for you to consider it in a completely new light, free from early childhood rules. You will be free to go right into the heart of the taboo –break it with no regrets and come out the other side a more complete Satanist, Very much more powerful. More complete in yourself on the path you have chosen.