Tuesday 31 December 2019

Satanic Control

As you go further down this path "Satanic Control" will rise its head.You will find that you are changing more and more. Looking back you will realize you have changed quite dramatically. In fact  you are like a new person. A person now with a Satanic mind, body, soul and cock. Satan has been feeding you with new ideas, new ways to see and experience life. Many of course cannot cope with some of the radical changes done or ideas in their heads and through fear revert back to their old life styles. Once you accept Satan changes are inevitable. But how far is one prepared to go. Do you want to have a complete change in your current life style . In many ways this is what Satanism is all about . Your mind is a computer and part of it is a control mechanism. That control mechanism was neutral when you were born. Society programmed it accordingly. Now with your acceptance of Satan it becomes over a period of time re programmed. To complete the process will probably take years. But all the time new ideas will come up in the mind for your consideration. Accepting them makes changes to that control you exercise. Satanism gives you and only you complete freedom and judgement as to what you do. So bit by bit your "control" becomes more and more Satanic. At first they may be small things. Situations that do not affect your current life style. Then others that up the Satanic process a bit. Maybe what you wear. How you relate to others. Maybe you start staying up later in worship. How you cut your hair. Long hours on porn sites. Maybe spending more time involved in Satanism which in some way will affect your work. Then you may notice subtle changes in sexual orientation. So far your life style may not have been affected much. But one has to be aware the life you currently lead has been completely set up by the current society you live in. You could of been programmed into any system when you were born. The current social system is not the only one around.  So now starts what I call major re orientation on this Satanic path. To really go further. To completely change your system. To totally destroy current society's control of your mind and body. To accept what some might call Satanic Control. Accept maybe sexual re orientation . Accept that in living a Satanic life style your current relationship might end. Accept that if you stop living in secrecy it may end current  "friendships". Maybe you start experimenting with drugs or breaking  taboos and morals. Of course arising from all this will be thoughts on survival. Your survival is a base instinct. It does not enter into society's programming of you. This is the main instinct you will have to way up against these new ideas, The pleasure instinct though can and will override this survival instinct in many instances Many species on this planet are prepared to die in respect of some pleasures , especially sexual.  These genes are activated in the mind for the prorogation of the species. So if your mind has all the blockages removed,  your full potential as a sexual animal without regard for consequences associated with societies conservative norms will be opened up. One must be aware of what a powerful sexual being /predator the human male is. Especially the sex drive. If drugs are added to the equation -then it makes it even stronger, The pleasure drive within us is massive and once activated to the full is near impossible to hold down. Your survival instinct will be overruled.  So one has to be aware, very aware, of what is going on in your head, your feelings, your ideas, your drives etc. You will have to accept that as a Satanist you will have to makes changes somewhere along the line. But always keep in mind your survival. Satan wants you to grow to your full potential. That does not mean, for some, that your survival is put in jeopardy.  But for others who have totally accepted the pleasure principle that may differ. But then survival -survival for what. To stay within societies norms is basic slavery. Maybe survival is not worth the drudgery of everyday living Maybe complete Satanic control is a better option. It is your choice and your choice only.

Saturday 7 December 2019

Satanic Musings 3

After being a Satanist for over 16 years thought one should look at where one had traveled down this path. I have realized I probably always was a Satanist from day one and there were many times when Satan was in some way calling me.
At a young age and in my teens I had some interesting sexual experiences. Then some massive family troubles. Which in a way changed my view completely on people and society.  But still stupidly tried to conform. That was a complete balls up, absolutely crazy thing to do looking back .But indoctrination is hard to break.
Then looked into other religions. Yoga, hinduism, buddism, tantra, paganism. Eventually Satan called. Home at last.Last thing I expected to happen.
Satan of course changed my thinking. Put it all on its head. New ideas started to flow. Luckily I had been into main stream paganism for quite a few years so found the transition fairly easy.
Set up an altar and worship my new Master. and invoked Demons. 
Satan brought many new thoughts into my head. Had powerful thoughts from Demons as well, which amazed me. I had experienced the power of mantra and had experienced some weird mind/body experiences while studying Hinduism. So all of this was not new to me.
Lust increased and was used in worship. This has become an ongoing development.
Then came the idea to accept pain to show ones devotion. First it was hot wax on the chest( Not too hard looking back) Then sticking pins in my biceps. This aspect is still developing in me.In fact this aspect in religious culture was carried out by Native Americans.
Then came the idea to get cemetery earth and in worship i would  rub it over my body. It is in a way a gives off powerful vibe to aid one.
There were many other interesting developments
I took a Demonic name. A two years process. The Demon chose me. 
I set up a tumblr blog and people started to contact me for advice. Many seemed extremely scared of their initial contact with Satanism.
Here came the interest in teaching and sharing my knowledge which has become a massive driving force. In fact the last thing I expected. I have been amazed after bringing  or helping people on this path how fast some have developed.
I then set up a group who do worship, invoke demons and meditation. Energy in the group is powerful
Further forward wondering whether to start a major course like setting up Satanism 101
Taking on men as Acolytes for training 
Satanism expands your mind. I wonder at times whether the so called ideas from Satan are not in fact your deep down desires. Now opened up by Satan.Possibly going further back into the deep recesses of the brain. Accessing origional ideas. Back to your original ancestors, back to your original animal thoughts, your lizard thoughts. After all we are just in some way a collection of all past life forms.
I have become in some way Satan's servant.I have invoked Satan into my mind .into my body and into my cock.Satan tells me bring them too Him.If men ask I inform and advise.I can only speak from experience. It is a never ending on going process
How to go forward. More writing -more teaching-More group work
I have not as yet used by body in a way that I believe Satan wants of me This for me may materialize but as yet it  is still in the thought process. In a way it is keeping your body neutral . As a vehicle for Satan  To use your body in order to bring men to HIM. It is something for the future as I develop. One has to remember that once you accept HIM. Your mind , body and cock become a beacon for others -like bees around a honey pot. And one must give of your Satanic energy, your Satanic essence your Satanic seed.  .
My muscles are being developed for Him. Another Satanic request . He wants me to develop like the Beast.  I walk with Satan.You will too.Hail Satan