Guilt & Shame

Guilt and shame are two of the biggest bastards on the way to growth. It is  a left over from early indoctrinations. Much from religious crap. It can be how you see society's interpretation of what you are doing or how they might react to it. It is the old maxim that has been driven into you since birth -you must conform to society's norms. There is fear you will be an outcast. Shunned by main stream society. It can be one of the hardest indoctrination's and feelings to get rid of. In can take years and for some a lifetime.But ask yourself why. What is this guilt -what is this shame. It is in some way the clash in your mind between the new Satanic framework that is arising which is at variance with the old original indoctrinations of main stream societies norms. It will be something one has to go through in order to grow into the "new " person that you want to be. The person who now walks down the never ending path to Hell. Once broken your strength increases. One has to grab this condition by the scruff of the neck and ask yourself is it really worth going through this pain. What for- it is your life, your body, your mind, your cock. Your have renounced the other crap way of acting in life. Why should this negative feeling linger on.. One should live the new live with pleasure. What are society, your family members, your friends going to say. Look at yourself -are any of them that important. They are the past. Satanism is the future. It is for you to deal with the the here and now. It is all that matters. It is all consuming for you. What matters now is only your path to Hell. Once you genuinely give yourself to HIM the ideas and methods of handling this problem come into focus. With HIS guidance and communication with others there will be change.As you go further down the path Satan will help you destroy the guilt little by little. Finding you do not need to conform to "their"rules. Eventually you may find you get a thrill by breaking away from the fold. You realize you must think for yourself. Re consider everything you have been taught and re assess it within the framework of your new Satanic life style. Time is all that is needed.