I am very interested in Demonology. I have found Demons all have different attributes that can be used for advice or help. Over the years this has been very usefull on this Satanic path. I have invoked them when needed and generaly got good responses. The 72 Demons of the Lesser Key of Solomon are fairly easy to deal with as they fall with the Satanic sphere of influence. The Demons falling outside the Keys may not be accepting of humans and one should always be on one's guard. I have found that sometimes a Demon will try to make contact out of the blue. It's just a feeling. Many times one experiences this when you are in the twilight zone nearly falling asleep. I have always felt this is a Demon or entity that Satan has sent to help or force one to confront at a certain stage of one's development. It is so you experience the Demon's energy in some way. Sometimes their power/energy is very soft at other times extremely powerfull and very hard or difficult to handle. It depends how far you are on this path as to how you may handle the situation. If you feel their energy is affecting you in a negative way then one must shut off the experience. In my earlier Satanic days I had a feeling that Set was trying to contact me. It was out of the blue and it was very intense for two or three days. As I was fairly new to Satanism, at that stage I felt I could not handle this and so closed of that connection. Which was the sensible thing to do. Always go by your instincts. If anything makes you feel uneasy then back off. In some cases the Demon concerned may increase your sexual desires which you may find overides your danger signals. They may even make you desire this danger as an even bigger sexual high.And for gaymen this then becomes extremely difficult to control, as many of us crave sex in all its forms.
I am writing about all this due to a major Demon recently contacting me in the last few months. HE is extremely powerful and defineley not to be messed with. HE is Moloch. Some call HIM a Demon some call HIM a GOD. I have seen drawings of Demon hierarchy where some have put HIM on par with SATAN. I have never ever had dealings with HIM before. In fact from what I had heard about HIM I always felt I should stay away, When this happened I felt there is a reason for HIM being put on one's path.So one is forced to come to terms with this and deal with it. But like many situations within Satanism one runs then gets drawn back again. It seems the danger can be alluring . It can increase the sexual highs. MOLOCH demands total subdugation of the mind, body and cock. HE demands service to HIM. HE demands total destruction of the ego. HE demands sacrifice to awaken something feral. HE is the devourer who burns you from within. But that emptyness empowers you. All of societies indoctrinations are destroyed. Years of restraint are burn away that bound your seed. HE rips away the last thin veil of "control"and leaves you raw, exposed and ruled only by the fire inside.This is powerful stuff. In a way it becomes a balancing act. These experiences have taken me further down the Satanic path. One must walk this path head on without fear. It is all part of the process of being a Male Satanic Homosexual.
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