Satan Real or In The Mind

I am a Theistic Satanist. I prefer it that way. I don't hold out that it is the correct way. It is just I feel more comfortable seeing everything in that context. But I still have queries being a realist. Once you commit yourself to Satan new ideas come up. There is for many a new way of looking at the society they live in etc. For a Theistic this is in some way coming from Satan. If in worship even more so. But is it ? Maybe it is these external forces are just turning a key in your head. Opening your Pandora's Box deep inside your subconscious and letting out all of that part of you-the real you-that indoctrination locked away. Many might hold that once you mention the key word "Satan" it in some way activates the same process without any outside interference.
Having chatted to a great number of Satanists I find it interesting that a high percentage have all very similar experiences. They have very similar reactions. Depending where they are at along this path. It's as if Satanic development seems to be a very similar process. Different people move forward or hold back at whatever point along this highway as they want. One should remember there are no books or standard methods laid out to anybody for this process. This is interesting since Satanism is held out as a very individual path.
It makes no difference whether the process is activated by external forces or whether it is a completely internal thing. The important consideration is that one gets on the Satanic pathway and Develops along it. It seems to me that as our DNA programming is the same or extremely similar -then likewise when Satan is activated we will all have very similar reactions. It is as if there is a part of our deep subconscious brain that has massive amounts of information just waiting to be activated by this key commitment to HIM. I think there may be slight variations but it seems as if to move forward we have to go through very similar processes.
Another point to consider is the subconscious mind. We still know little about it. It is massively powerful. And within Satanism it is difficult to understand what has been activated. Maybe when Satan is activated your subconscious throws out a vibe to others on this path -similar in a way to the concept of universal consciousness.
I don't think there is an answer to "Satan Real or in The Mind". Nor do I think it important. What is important is the neophytes eyes are opened in a way to experience the society he or she lives in free from that society's indoctrination.