This is something that has been playing around in my head for quite a time.
We have been programmed from the day we entered this world. All this programming has been within the social and or society thinking of the time. If you are a Westerner then it will be xtian thinking and indoctrination. But if you consider the mind similar to a computer then I think the indoctrination goes much deeper and is not superficial. It is the whole operating system of your mind that is affected. The operating system is programmed in a very xtian way. Even if one adds a new programme which is Satanic much residue of xtian programming will remain.
If it is in your operating system then it may be difficult or near impossible to eradicate. If it is possible to eradicate it may take many years. Even if one is a committed Satanist, if one’s programming is still xtian then although you may think and act Satanic it will only be in a xtain indoctrinated way. It will be something not easy to throw off.
Many Satanist in fact probably most have this problem. How -by conforming to the general society frame work. Their Satanism is hidden. Many are in relationships with people who are strongly ante Satanic and or disapprove of their partners interest if they in fact know about it. In these types of relationships, it is not the other way round. Xtians having to keep their ideas under wraps. Most
Satanists tend to conform or accept this situation.
In some way one has to totally reprogram oneself. Break down one’s own operating system.
The mind has been created in such a way that if an operating system is destroyed a new one has to appear. One has if you like to destroy what we call the “self”. Which in fact is an illusion and replace this “xtian self” with a “Satanic self”. It will be a battle within the mind. It can be done by oneself by being extremely aware of your thoughts and actions but this can be extremely difficult. Another method is to let Satan and or Demons in some way smash and destroy the original mind . This could take some form of worship. The Demons will eradicate any remaining semblance of xtian indoctrination that remain hidden in the deep recesses. Maybe get another Satanist to help by cursing or hating your original mind. Then your “Satanic self” will rise up and empowers one to act truly as a Satanist as was one’s original destiny.
