Musings on Satanism

To accept Satan is probably the most dynamic development that any human being can do. It is in the initial stages when one is chosen by the Dark One terrifying. When it happens to one it can be mind blowing.
Especially if one has come from a very conservative background. It can also well happen when going through trauma or stressful situations. Satan may have watched you for years waiting to break into or finding a kink in your armour. Once a small thought process happens in the brain-and your initial reaction can be like mine -horror, it will start to expand. It will never leave you. Like me you will be drawn back again and again.No one will have converted you to this. It is a between your consciousness and Satan. It is no use fighting this. Satanism is like religious anarchy. It is total freedom to think the way you want to. The only rule is there are no rules-a koan? There is no right or wrong. You set your own rules. There is no sin. But beware the law of cause and affect exists. You can and may carry out heinous things but the affects my come back to haunt you -such as prison. Satan will tempt you but you and only you can decide whether to carry them out. It is your body your mind your decision. As you go down the path to Hell all your early and original programming will be brought to the surface and be questioned. All your so called morals will be rearranged.
It will make you powerful. But it is not for the faint hearted. It is for men of strength. Young men can find it very overpowering and should always be on their guard. The older you are the better as it seems you have at 50+ more emotional control and experience. There seem to be very few women on this left handed path.
The other interesting point I have found is that many Satanists are homosexual or bisexual. If not already then it will develop as it should on this path. Satan likes horny sexy men-as do His Demons. Once you have accepted Him you will be on an ever moving spiral pathway to Hell. It will become overpowering.Then you stop and learn to control it. Then you move forward again. It becomes overpowering. Then you control it again. And so on and so on etc.