Exposure

Should one expose yourself? Should you tell the world you are a Satanist? Should one expose pictures of yourself? That you are gay. What on earth do you do if suddenly after looking into Satanism you find you are interested in people of the same sex. Might have never happened before. Satan can bring up ideas hidden in the deep recesses of the mind . How do you handle your partner if you know they will not accept your Satanism. It seems from my experience this is not uncommon. I have a strong desire to show pictures of myself in worship. Be more open with society. I think if you do not, when everything is in secret, it holds you back. It is very difficult if you want to worship and your partners must not know. On the other hand maybe the secrecy can make  your devotion stronger. It may give you a thrill knowing you are going against the norms. That your partner does not know. That your boss does not know. Or may be your clients are not aware. Getting up early to look on the web. Worshiping in the garage when your partner is having a bath, as one Satanist told me. All this can add to the excitement in a way. One can laugh inwardly at them all. But after a time as you go further down this path it will become aware to you how you are having to lead a double life. How you have to lead life as a fake. It will show you even more how society has controlled every aspect of your being. That as a human you cannot be who you truly are. One has to look and say what is holding you back? Fear, ridicule by family, loss of friends, potential divorce. I have come across many xtian pastors/priests who are Satanists. If exposed the outcome will be life changing.But on this path to Hell one may have to go through these life changing experiences for growth. There are many times in life when one has had painful experiences which one has had to move through. In fact it is a lie that life is always so blissful. In fact in the main life is very challenging. It fact it is ideal if you do not become attached to how you believe society, your friends, your partner your boss, your clients see you. That you do not become attached to your car, house, job. If you do not beak this attachment you will never be free. You seem to want to keep up appearances. Be aware you will not get off this planet alive. So it is  good thing if you come down to reality. Stop playing games with yourself. Stop society, so called friends, partners controlling you. Be what you truly are. Stop all of them dictating how you should behave. Society has indoctrinated you since you where born. You have been programmed just like a computer Have the strength, and Satan will help here,  to move through the potential ridicule and be who you really are. You have a right to think, feel, act  and experience as you wish. If this is blocked in anyway it is always for someone or somethings other than your benefit. One has to ask is the cost of doing that really worth it. Why sell yourself . You will only stop when the pain of not doing overrides the pain of your current life style. Let Satan reboot you.