Satanic Duty

Is there such a thing as Satanic Duty? Some would say yes and some might say no. Some feel that on becoming a Satanist you must obey. In other words you may get new ideas and these must be carried out. I think one should be carefully. In many ways it depends where you are along this path and also what is your current situation. These new ideas can come from two main sources. For a Theistic Satanist directly from Satan or His Demons, or from the deep recesses of the mind -now released after being held back by society. Satan wants you to develop to your full potential. In fact one can expand that into full potential for all conscious/living organisms. So there is an interplay going on in your mind, Satan's thoughts -your thoughts. Then comes will and then action. Then comes where you are along this path and what are your circumstances. The important maxim always should be your development in the back of your mind. It is no use to in early stages if carrying out thought instructions you end up homeless, or if you end up with health problems. At the same time you must develop. You cannot remain static on this path.
Satan has open you up to total freedom to act , think , feel in any way YOU want to. Satan cares not what you do. It is your decision only and can be through your inter action between you and Satan. You have the final say in what you do. In other cases where Satanist say they are carrying out the will of Satan -they in fact deep down have accepted this. In a way wanting these "instructions" and then re worded them as Satan's. Over time the mind changes on this path as one destroys societies indoctrination and puts you into positions where you enjoy the Satanic life style. This may happen much later on this path. Then you may be able to carry out what you feel are Satan's Instructions. Many call this the Will of Satan -but in fact happens when you are getting close to destroying current societies regulation. You are re programmed. Everything now becomes YOUR decision. When it comes to action you must be aware of the consequences, being financial, life style etc-of how your living arrangements may be affected. Maybe the change will be too great at the time . Maybe you will have to put it on back burner. Only to be activated when your situation is able to handle such radical changes. Many come to these realizations after keeping to the social laws for years and are now completely trapped in mental and physical slavery.
From my perspective as a Satanist you must question everything. Question ALL societies indoctrinations. How we are forced to live. How from a young age all our natural instincts and developments are crushed. Getting to your full potential starts with YOUR action. Action on the body and mind. You must develop both. You must also LISTEN to your mind. It is your decision whether you act on it, disregard it, or hold it there for action maybe later. You are aware of what you must do -do NOT chicken out.

Satanic Name

After a time you may feel you wish to remove your original name, most likely xtian, and have a Satanic name. This could be more in keeping with your current life style. It can be anything that you associate with Satanism.. It can also be a Demon name. This can be a problem as there are so many. You had no choice in respect of your original name. It can be quite a difficult decision. You must ask yourself do you find you associate with a particular Demon. Do you find a particular Demon's name resonates with you. One should be in no rush over this. Take your time till you are sure. Look up as many Demons names as you can. Read up what they do. Have a look at their sigils. Do any appeal? When you have the correct name you will instinctively know it is the correct one. It will gel with you.
From my own experience this took me over 2 years. I looked up many Demons, had a short list. Reconsidered them. In worship asked for guidance. Spent long hours over this. But for some reason could not come to any decision. Nothing seem to click. Nothing seemed to gel. I liked some of the names. Some of the Demons I had worked with were short listed. I nearly chose one or two but for some reason held back. I just did not feel comfortable with any of them. In some way my instinct was holding me back. I had I felt strong connections with many but for some reason it did not open up to me taking their name. Eventually I gave up. I used one of my maxims-if in doubt-do nothing. I did not forget about it but put it on back burner.
At the time I had not realized something. I knew that Satan had chosen me. You do not choose HIM. I had been in typical fashion trying to make a decision on a Satanic matter which in fact HE or His Demons must do. Once on this path as we know Satan will start to show you HIS WILL. What HE has in mind for you. I had not put this observation into practice within Satanic Naming. It did of course happen when my ego/thinking mind stopped being concerned about it. Later I realized you do not choose a Demon name -the DEMON CHOOSES YOU.
It happened one morning as I woke up. In fact it hit me like a flash. The Demon CIMEJES. His name was completely new to me. I thought He might be one of the Geotia Demons. My instinct was already telling me this was the one. So I looked Him up and there was the obvious. He is an African Demon. He rules over spirits here. Heck I thought why had I not seen this before. As I lived in Africa this was an obvious connection. So Cimejes became my new name. As I said earlier it had taken over 2 years.
Many may ask why I have never considered a baptism. I tend to equate baptism with the xtian religion. To me it is as if one is using their framework and putting in a Satanic formula. For me it seems too xtian. A remembrance of that religion in which I want no association in any form. So for me baptism is out. I know many Satanists like baptism but they must be careful that by using that framework they are still paying lip service to xtian traditions.
So in all this there is no rush. Take your time. Listen to you instincts. Listen to your inner voice and see what the outcome is. You will in all probability know when you have made the right choice.

Satanic Pain and Pleasure

Satanism will open up "Pandora's box ' in your head to new experiences possibly never considered before. The intention is to go deeper on this path. HE will always expect you to go further.  Many of these new ideas will be in a form of devotion.  Some may be a sacrifice. On this path over time you will develop a strong connection to HIM.  You will find you open up to HIS WILL. Your mind experiences Satanic Mind. You become at one with Satanic thought. These new ideas were previously blocked by society's indoctrination. With Satan it will never stop. For some an interesting phenomena may occur. That is the pain /pleasure principal. In other writings I mentioned that in worship to show my devotion I put pins in my biceps or hot wax on my chest. There was no pain only pleasure. One can develop this phenomenon further. Satan may open that idea in your thoughts. The pain /pleasure threshold will show your strength to HIM. It is your sacrifice of your body and mind.

There are many ways to experience this pain. Your sacrifice for HIS pleasure. Being whipped is one. Some find this extremely erotic. It can be even thinking about it. When the pain pleasure phenomena happens you will most likely get a rock hard erection. With bodily fluids being released HE and HIS Demons will be feel pleasure. Not experienced in their realm.

Another experience is putting  hooks into the chest. Letting the blood run down. There are many instances of tribal people doing this and being pulled up off the ground , suspended till the flesh breaks  Many experienced hallucinations and insights. These warriors were treated with great respect and for them it was a natural thing to do.

Another interesting one is to wear a cock cage. Even better if you are highly sexed. Which most of us are. You may be masturbating a few times a day. Getting hard in the night etc. Spreading your seed all over the place. Then try putting on a cock cage. Here you will experience a different type of pain. Massive mental pain. Initially you will battle between cock pleasure and your sacrifice. The longer your sacrifice lasts the stronger your devotion to HIS WILL. It demonstrates your obedience.  The anus will then becomes the centre for sexual gratification.

From that develops another type of pain to experience. As the anus becomes the centre of sexual gratification you develop it more. More pain more pleasure. Here the idea is to expand the anus muscles. The bigger the object being inserted the better. As the object is pushed in it is held at the point of maximum pain. As you get more experienced you increase the size of the dildo, balls and or butt plugs

In all this it helps if you carry it out as a devotion to HIM. For HIS pleasure. It can also help if at the point of maximum pain you say Satanic Enns or prayers to HIM.

This process is of course not something you have to do. There are many other methods for devotion /sacrifice that one can use. But if you are experiencing these sought of ideas then they need looking into further. Satan will always drive you forward till you submit to HIM.

Satanic Control

As you go further down this path "Satanic Control" will rise its head.You will find that you are changing more and more. Looking back you will realize you have changed quite dramatically. In fact  you are like a new person. A person now with a Satanic mind, body, soul and cock. Satan has been feeding you with new ideas, new ways to see and experience life. Many of course cannot cope with some of the radical changes done or ideas in their heads and through fear revert back to their old life styles. Once you accept Satan changes are inevitable. But how far is one prepared to go. Do you want to have a complete change in your current life style . In many ways this is what Satanism is all about . Your mind is a computer and part of it is a control mechanism. That control mechanism was neutral when you were born. Society programmed it accordingly. Now with your acceptance of Satan it becomes over a period of time re programmed. To complete the process will probably take years. But all the time new ideas will come up in the mind for your consideration. Accepting them makes changes to that control you exercise. Satanism gives you and only you complete freedom and judgement as to what you do. So bit by bit your "control" becomes more and more Satanic. At first they may be small things. Situations that do not affect your current life style. Then others that up the Satanic process a bit. Maybe what you wear. How you relate to others. Maybe you start staying up later in worship. How you cut your hair. Long hours on porn sites. Maybe spending more time involved in Satanism which in some way will affect your work. Then you may notice subtle changes in sexual orientation. So far your life style may not have been affected much. But one has to be aware the life you currently lead has been completely set up by the current society you live in. You could of been programmed into any system when you were born. The current social system is not the only one around.  So now starts what I call major re orientation on this Satanic path. To really go further. To completely change your system. To totally destroy current society's control of your mind and body. To accept what some might call Satanic Control. Accept maybe sexual re orientation . Accept that in living a Satanic life style your current relationship might end. Accept that if you stop living in secrecy it may end current  "friendships". Maybe you start experimenting with drugs or breaking  taboos and morals. Of course arising from all this will be thoughts on survival. Your survival is a base instinct. It does not enter into society's programming of you. This is the main instinct you will have to way up against these new ideas, The pleasure instinct though can and will override this survival instinct in many instances Many species on this planet are prepared to die in respect of some pleasures , especially sexual.  These genes are activated in the mind for the prorogation of the species. So if your mind has all the blockages removed,  your full potential as a sexual animal without regard for consequences associated with societies conservative norms will be opened up. One must be aware of what a powerful sexual being /predator the human male is. Especially the sex drive. If drugs are added to the equation -then it makes it even stronger, The pleasure drive within us is massive and once activated to the full is near impossible to hold down. Your survival instinct will be overruled.  So one has to be aware, very aware, of what is going on in your head, your feelings, your ideas, your drives etc. You will have to accept that as a Satanist you will have to makes changes somewhere along the line. But always keep in mind your survival. Satan wants you to grow to your full potential. That does not mean, for some, that your survival is put in jeopardy.  But for others who have totally accepted the pleasure principle that may differ. But then survival -survival for what. To stay within societies norms is basic slavery. Maybe survival is not worth the drudgery of everyday living Maybe complete Satanic control is a better option. It is your choice and your choice only.

Satanic Musings 3

After being a Satanist for over 16 years thought one should look at where one had traveled down this path. I have realized I probably always was a Satanist from day one and there were many times when Satan was in some way calling me.
At a young age and in my teens I had some interesting sexual experiences. Then some massive family troubles. Which in a way changed my view completely on people and society.  But still stupidly tried to conform. That was a complete balls up, absolutely crazy thing to do looking back .But indoctrination is hard to break.
Then looked into other religions. Yoga, hinduism, buddism, tantra, paganism. Eventually Satan called. Home at last.Last thing I expected to happen.
Satan of course changed my thinking. Put it all on its head. New ideas started to flow. Luckily I had been into main stream paganism for quite a few years so found the transition fairly easy.
Set up an altar and worship my new Master. and invoked Demons. 
Satan brought many new thoughts into my head. Had powerful thoughts from Demons as well, which amazed me. I had experienced the power of mantra and had experienced some weird mind/body experiences while studying Hinduism. So all of this was not new to me.
Lust increased and was used in worship. This has become an ongoing development.
Then came the idea to accept pain to show ones devotion. First it was hot wax on the chest( Not too hard looking back) Then sticking pins in my biceps. This aspect is still developing in me.In fact this aspect in religious culture was carried out by Native Americans.
Then came the idea to get cemetery earth and in worship i would  rub it over my body. It is in a way a gives off powerful vibe to aid one.
There were many other interesting developments
I took a Demonic name. A two years process. The Demon chose me. 
I set up a tumblr blog and people started to contact me for advice. Many seemed extremely scared of their initial contact with Satanism.
Here came the interest in teaching and sharing my knowledge which has become a massive driving force. In fact the last thing I expected. I have been amazed after bringing  or helping people on this path how fast some have developed.
I then set up a group who do worship, invoke demons and meditation. Energy in the group is powerful
Further forward wondering whether to start a major course like setting up Satanism 101
Taking on men as Acolytes for training 
Satanism expands your mind. I wonder at times whether the so called ideas from Satan are not in fact your deep down desires. Now opened up by Satan.Possibly going further back into the deep recesses of the brain. Accessing origional ideas. Back to your original ancestors, back to your original animal thoughts, your lizard thoughts. After all we are just in some way a collection of all past life forms.
I have become in some way Satan's servant.I have invoked Satan into my mind .into my body and into my cock.Satan tells me bring them too Him.If men ask I inform and advise.I can only speak from experience. It is a never ending on going process
How to go forward. More writing -more teaching-More group work
I have not as yet used by body in a way that I believe Satan wants of me This for me may materialize but as yet it  is still in the thought process. In a way it is keeping your body neutral . As a vehicle for Satan  To use your body in order to bring men to HIM. It is something for the future as I develop. One has to remember that once you accept HIM. Your mind , body and cock become a beacon for others -like bees around a honey pot. And one must give of your Satanic energy, your Satanic essence your Satanic seed.  .
My muscles are being developed for Him. Another Satanic request . He wants me to develop like the Beast.  I walk with Satan.You will too.Hail Satan

Aspects of Satan

As you go down this path there are many trails that lead off the main highway. Satan gives one complete freedom. All paths are in fact Satanic. Even if you may find some of them unacceptable. There are so many arguments between Satanists saying this is the way-not that. This is incorrect-this is not, These people I am afraid have lost the plot. Their thinking is still xtian. It is main stream society thinking. These people are still left with their indoctrination. In Satanism you have to accept there may be things you do not like, do not wish to do and do not accept. But within the Satanic framework it is all part of the system. Satan does not say do this, do that. It is up to you how you develop. Whatever you do always has consequences. Cause and affect will always apply. If a Satanist does something you do not accept remember it is their process, not yours. They will have to live with the effect and the consequences of their actions. One must remember within Satanism there is enormous growth. All those rules and regulations set up by society, family, friends, companies, governments, religions are ripped apart. You re assess everything. You make new rules. New ways of living. What you do as a Satanist will in all probability not be acceptable within the social framework you had before. Satanism is in the main a very individual and lonely path. Everybody has their own ideas as they grow. Your mind in a way is split open. All those thoughts which were held back come charging out. One must remember others have this but their path will in all probability be very different. Many will also be at very different stages of development. As everybody moves along the path they will find barriers and blockages. Other will stop by the wayside and just enjoy the experience of where they have got to. Taking their time before moving forward. But forward they will eventually go.
The paths are many, prayer, affirmations, altar worship, sigils, demonolatry, cock worship, sorcery, magic, pain. others considered disgusting by some, others on the far right wing politically and others into some form of sacrifice. Although sacrifice can show some form of mental problem. But leaving aside any who may have serious mental problems, all paths with Satanism have to be seen as acceptable. Satan does not judge. HE is if you like totally neutral to what you do, to what happens and how you develop. That is your concern-not HIS. HE just wants to open you up to what HE sees as the potential in you . To develop this potential to what you were supposed to be before society tried and did in many cases crush you.

Exposure

Should one expose yourself? Should you tell the world you are a Satanist? Should one expose pictures of yourself? That you are gay. What on earth do you do if suddenly after looking into Satanism you find you are interested in people of the same sex. Might have never happened before. Satan can bring up ideas hidden in the deep recesses of the mind . How do you handle your partner if you know they will not accept your Satanism. It seems from my experience this is not uncommon. I have a strong desire to show pictures of myself in worship. Be more open with society. I think if you do not, when everything is in secret, it holds you back. It is very difficult if you want to worship and your partners must not know. On the other hand maybe the secrecy can make  your devotion stronger. It may give you a thrill knowing you are going against the norms. That your partner does not know. That your boss does not know. Or may be your clients are not aware. Getting up early to look on the web. Worshiping in the garage when your partner is having a bath, as one Satanist told me. All this can add to the excitement in a way. One can laugh inwardly at them all. But after a time as you go further down this path it will become aware to you how you are having to lead a double life. How you have to lead life as a fake. It will show you even more how society has controlled every aspect of your being. That as a human you cannot be who you truly are. One has to look and say what is holding you back? Fear, ridicule by family, loss of friends, potential divorce. I have come across many xtian pastors/priests who are Satanists. If exposed the outcome will be life changing.But on this path to Hell one may have to go through these life changing experiences for growth. There are many times in life when one has had painful experiences which one has had to move through. In fact it is a lie that life is always so blissful. In fact in the main life is very challenging. It fact it is ideal if you do not become attached to how you believe society, your friends, your partner your boss, your clients see you. That you do not become attached to your car, house, job. If you do not beak this attachment you will never be free. You seem to want to keep up appearances. Be aware you will not get off this planet alive. So it is  good thing if you come down to reality. Stop playing games with yourself. Stop society, so called friends, partners controlling you. Be what you truly are. Stop all of them dictating how you should behave. Society has indoctrinated you since you where born. You have been programmed just like a computer Have the strength, and Satan will help here,  to move through the potential ridicule and be who you really are. You have a right to think, feel, act  and experience as you wish. If this is blocked in anyway it is always for someone or somethings other than your benefit. One has to ask is the cost of doing that really worth it. Why sell yourself . You will only stop when the pain of not doing overrides the pain of your current life style. Let Satan reboot you.