Secret Life

Whether to expose yourself. Show people who you are. Show who you are on the net.The ideal is probably to be completly open.Show that you are a Satanic Homosexual. But even exposing yourself as a Gay can be tricky. Your position at work could be affected. Your social position could be affected. Loose friends gain others. Family could reject you. Satanism as well could cause more problems. Luckily for me I work on my own and do contract work. But my clients don't know I'm gay nor a Satanist. But I can if I want take days off, sometimes no work so I can do whatever I like. If you work in a large organisation it will be very different.As I work from home I can work naked or wear tank tops and I never wear underpants. I now shave my head.
There is a very strong desire to to expose myself. Give out your full name contact details. Some of my immediate family know. They think I'm nuts. When others were told one got some very strange looks. But looking back at least one was not "in fear" -Hiding in the closet. The more who possibly come out as Satanists maybe the better. I have also found when I tell other people their eyes open wide! As if I am going to put a spell on them. Idiots.
We are supposedly powerful Satanic men it seems ridiculous that we have to hide away. Mind you on the other hand it maybe a good thing. We can work on those xians in secret. Doing all manner of manipulations without them being aware of it. But as you go further down the path it gets more easy and less of a problem to expose more of yourself to the world and society.

Going Down the Path

As you go down this path things get more erotic. You were highly sexed before. Now it has been increased. Satan and the Demons will tempt you night and day with all soughts of new methods of enjoyment probably never considered before. You may find initialy this can surprise and or could horrify you. The levels of what society considers depravity are endless. This is all acceptable to Him. In fact He and the Demons get as much enjoyment out of one's sexual exploits as you. In fact many Demons like to get into your mind and try and control your antics for there pleasure. One may in early stages still have some ego strength and indoctrinations that will in some way override and may stop or mitigate these new sexual thoughts, so that they may be in your mind but not acted on. The temptation is there but you in some way still control it with your "old" thinking process. But the temptation may barrage you night and day. It will get stronger and stronger in time. You feel in some way you are going insane. Your mind is being completely turned on its head.You want it but you see the "risks" are high. Before you were careful. You used protection. Maybe occasionally going bareback. Now that is all being thrown out the window. You may have been a top now you want to be a bottom. Maybe Satan wants your ass as the cup for toxic Satanic seeds of men. As a bottom accepting all Toxic Satanic Seeds will make you very powerful. As a top you have unlimited Satanic sexual energy which must be released to empower others. Maybe you can manipulate it. Get the massive new sexual exhilaration without the risk. Maybe by more worship and invoking you can still get your sexual highs that Satan wants you to enjoy. It is in some way like walking a tightrope. One must play with this to come to an acceptable risk formula. If you go the whole way you may find you burn yourself out very very quickly. Satan may not want that. Prehaps He wants to show you what a sexualy pwerful being you are. If you have the mind control maybe this can be used for other purposes within the Satanic realm. Its up to you . Its your choice.

50/50

When I first came to Satan I was meditating one day. Looking at my thoughts. Suddenly a red figure appeared. Naked with horns and a tail. I felt the thoughts were coming from outside myself. Satan beckoned to me to suck His cock. Then He turned around and beckoned me to kiss His left buttock. Then He turned around and sucked my cock. All very erotic. Then He was gone. After many thoughts about it and discussions with another Satanist, the meaning was interpreted as you give to Satan and in return He gives to you. It is a two way process. He wants you to grow to be like Him. As you in some way give to Him He reciprocates. To grow into what was originally intended when you were born . Before the xians got to you. Before they indoctrinated you with all their crap. So that all your natural and immense power was drained by them. To be used for controlling purposes. 

Satanism is a 50/50 thing. It is a two way flowing process. You do not and it has never been intended that you grovel in the dirt before Him. That you "die " for Him. What fucking nonsense, that is all for the xians to do. If as a "Satanist' you still think that way you have lost the plot. 

You have to "serve " , give or present to Him in some way. Give blood. worship etc etc etc Give Him what you feel He wants of you or feel He in some way has communicated to you. But always remember it is a two way process in which He in return will "give" to you. He will have mapped out a development process for you to move forward along the path to His Satanic enlightenment. This is basically removing all the indoctrination of you past life. To be completely reprogrammed so that you become the Satanic person you were meant to be. Not a subservient wimp that Western society has impregnated into your skull since birth. Satan wants you to be as far as you can be similar to the Gods and the Demons with all the powers that they have. Do not on your Satanic path take the xian programming with you. You are not a Servant of Satan. You meet Him on equal terms. 

BAAL

At the moment I find I am drawn to Baal. He was a fertility God the Canaanites. He is now considered one of the most powerful Daemons within the Satanic framework. No one now seems to know exactly how He was worshiped as nearly all records have been destroyed or lost. But a few bits of information remain. It seems that it was considered that anything excreted from the body was sacred. Therefore sperm , shit or urine would to worshipers be seen as sacred.Some called it the worship of the crack. In that the worshiper would turn his anus to the Baal at the altar ,expose his buttocks and crap on the altar. They also used to have sexual orgies in which temple prostitutes would take part and all devious practices were accepted. In one statue or picture Baal is shown sucking a penis.All this was in some way to help the fertility of crops. So they would have bumper harvests. Dung was also put on the altar. Baal was in some way the epitome of regrowth for the communities future and well being.  Within the Hindu framework much is offered to their Gods especially food. After being offered it is then eaten. This would definitely show that in the case of Baal Worship there is a strong possibility that human excretions offered being sacred would be eaten. This brings me to what I have seen on the net.In Satanism it seems most become extremely lustful and partake in all manner of sexual acts which are considered abhorrent  by main stream society. Looking at them, homosexuality, drinking sperm, eating scat, drinking urine and fucking bareback etc - These all seem to be without the participants knowing it -the modern worship of Baal. In some way his power has been reactivated in the Satanist. The more they partake the more they want. Baal has pulled them in to his style of worship -for both the participant and Baal's enjoyment. it is as if the ancient worship possibly unknown to the participants has been re activated in the in this century.
Many people have said Baal was associated with child slaughter but there seems to be a difference of opinion here in that this was so in the worship of Moloch,  but was not found much in the worship of Baal except where both religions overlapped.
So when you partake of theses abhorrent acts it is just that the Demon Baal has converted you to His pleasurable style of worship for your and His enjoyment. If as a Satanist ideas such as these appear on the path to Hell be aware of probably where they come from. Hail Satan.

Do not apply xtian principles

Came across this email from a very powerful Satanist. She makes interesting comments here about the mind and Satanic thought. I don't agree with some of her other statements on the web but this gave me food for thought

Too many people apply Christian principles to Satanism. One does not "pray" to Satan or our Gods for this and that.

Satan is the giver of knowledge. He gives us knowledge on how we can obtain our desires using our own mind and power. When we do this, our minds and souls become much more powerful. We then obtain what we need.

I have worked very, very hard for Satan and the Powers of Hell for over 16 years now. I only ask Satan or Lilith (She has worked directly with me for the past several years), when there is something I can't accomplish on my own. I would never, ever bother them for trivial concerns. Never.

I respect them. I know they are extremely busy. I am grateful beyond words for the knowledge they have given me and they have rewarded me for my years of work in many different ways.

Satanism is about learning and empowering yourself so you can take care of your own needs.

Christians pray and weakly rely upon some nonexistent spook to take care of everything and to control their lives. If the spook is unresponsive, too bad. Many Christians pray for years and years and get no response. Also, the spook doesn't always pan out the way the Christian wants the earnest prayer answered. Many even wind up dead relying on the spook.

Satan gives us the knowledge, the words of power and meditation techniques so we can take control of our own lives.

Satanism is NOT Christianity and should never be approached in Christian ways.



My thoughts on this is that we are programmed in many ways like a computer. When grown up we are handling information within the xtian tradition. Its a bit like say Windows 10 Operating System being the xtian way for our minds to handle new Satanic thoughts. All your Satanic thoughts will be tainted by  xtianism in some way. You need a new operating  system in order to process information within the  Satanic framework.. A totally new way of handling Satanic concepts. You need to be completely re programmed like getting a Linux operating system  into your head. This is where in many traditions they take you and break you down mentally so that you start in some way from nothing -like being at day zero of your life again . You can then start to reprogram yourself to see and accept Satanic ideas  in a completely new light. In a Satanic way within a Satanic framework. Within the framework of your mind having a completely new Satanic operating system.This reprogramming framework one can see in many sects of Satanism. In some way you are "killed" and then given a new "life'. You are in some way broken down so that Satan can build you up and mold you in His ways. So that you then develop yourself in your way to become the real person you were meant to be. Not a lackey of Windows 10 programming.
There are many ways to reprogram yourself but it has to be done completely -Not in half measures. That I think is why some of the methods used can be painful or barbaric. The idea is to smash your built up crappy ways of looking and interpreting  life and situations. The idea is to break you down. To get you back to year dot. Then and only then can you be built up with a new Satanic system  in your head. It is in a way like the initiations one has at school, college, university or the army. But these are much more tame as you keep the original operating system and just pay alliance to their community.In Satanism it has to be much more in some ways extensive. More complete. All your rules are turned inside out. To some degree some of the processes bring on a cathartic experience which will completely open the mind. Once done there is no return.  It is impossible. The thinking experience has been rebuilt. One sees every thing from a Satanic view point even if you do not partake in what you may see around you. To do this on your own can be difficult but it is not impossible. It may take time. Exposed to other Masters it can be speeded up. Satan will of course slowly work on one.  But His main process is to make you aware -so that you grow to be what was originally intended for you as a human animal-machine. He will help you develop. If married--an xtian concept - He may get the male mind to crave men sex. To be fucked by other men maybe. A cathartic experience for some. A female to become within the xtian concepts a whore. and or a lesbian. Within Satanic concepts these are completely natural and normal. Maybe eat scat-oh fuck! Unthinkable. Drink urine-oh no!!! This to shake the mind to its very foundation Be whipped. Expose yourself in many ways-On the net -To other people. Maybe it is better to stay in the Dark and secretly work on others. Very important for xtian priests and ministers. But in some way you must always be aware that you are most of the time looking at life through glass coloured  by  xtian upbringing and you have to change that so that your WHOLE being now sees or starts to see life through Satanic colouration. Satan will make you aware of the total control and indoctrination of our society. He will expose you to the freedom of your body and mind.

Satanic Worship Ritual

I came across this Worship Ritual written by phallicdemonsedworship on tumblr. He is a powerful Satanist and his writings inspire one in the Satanic quest.I believe he was at one time a xtian monk.

”As the sacred chalice of power is passed around during our rituals, all will drink of the essence of man. His seed and fluids will spill through our veins and total power and freedom will be ours…”

Gay Satanic Rituals are great for new people in opening the soul to Satanic energy which is especially beautiful and most compelling… 

In satanic rituals we worship through Satanic Sodomy , unholy Blasphemy and through all perversion that is borne in the flesh of man through embracing the Satanic force and energy Satan ignites in our flesh.The brotherhood  gathers for such intense and dark sexual rituals in order to honour and glorify our Lord Satan first and foremost and secondly to absorb into our souls and flesh the infernal satanic energy liberated through our worship during these rituals Imagine a black mass only with all naked guys standing around an altar, having sex, worshiping cock and muscle…!

Before an elevated Image of Baphomet,or a Symbol of Baphomet – Representing Satan,  placed on the wall above the altar the brothers gather and  lie within the pentagram before  a Satanic Altar  with a silver Chalice in the center  surrounded by black or red lit candles – Representing Lucifer, Bearer of Light  These brothers gather naked in numbers of 3 or more.One brother is placed upon the altar or in the center of the pentagram and the ritual begins by calling upon the Name of Satan:

“Come forth, Oh great Spawn of the Abyss.Let Thy Flame of Lust consume us  ,Thy Flame of Thy Perversion compel us,the Fire of Unholy Sodomy engulf us-  Sons of Sodom and legion! let  and make thy presence manifest..Hail Satan”

The brothers sodomize  the slave of Satan crying out “HAIL SATAN”,taking turns to impregnate his satanic cunt-the Portal of Sacred Sodomy which initiates and focuses the flow of Satanic energy  into the world…

As their Satanic Seed is shed onto and into the slave,the flowing seed is then poured into the Altar Chalice where from all brothers participate and communicate of the Sacred Essence, drinking from it and honouring Lord Satan.

During such satanic rituals the presence of Lust Demons is particularly enhanced and strongly felt as an immense energy flow of lust which takes over the body and soul of the brothers,so compelling that they feel possessed and compelled into this flame of ritual worship.These sex demons participate by manipulating the mind, body and desire of the satanic brothers, resulting in a convulsing state of sexual ecstasy or a satanic sexual trance.The affect of these demons and the energy released on and in their bodies is so euphoric to the flesh and the senses and so long lasting that the brothers remain in a sexual stupor for some time.

“The One  Dark Deity who dwells within the deepest recesses of our soul in the Darkness of the universes , the Infinite Light. ,  exalted  as the great Satanas-Luciferi…”

Intention Intention Intention

Intention is all important and central to ones relationship with Satan. Not what you do . Not that you may make errors in what you do. Not how you do it. But that you are genuine in what you do. That you are committed to your involvement in this quest.Many people ask "Am I doing it correctly". "Have I made an error" If you have a genuine mind set in what you are doing with the intention to grow and walk with Satan then it is impossible to have errors.
 Ceremonial and Ritualistic Worship is carried out within strict procedures laid down not by Satan but by parties who have had these ideas when walking this very individual path. One must remember it is this individual's way of interpreting his worship or methodology within the Satanic framework. These Ceremonial Worships are not written in stone. One can accept or reject them. The person whether Satanic Priest or whoever who composed them is basically no different from you. Many were written down hundreds of years ago.They may have relevance to you or not. It did to the person who wrote them but they can be totally irrelevant to you. Invoking Demons or Satan may have worked for them but that does not mean it will work for you. Remember Satanism is a totally individual path. There are no controlling books as there are in other religious.
Another form of worship or methodology within the Satanic frame work is Chaos. It suites Satanism well. In this case one develops along ones own path, unhindered by others. What works for you will be unique. You can develop your own methods of worship or methods of invoking Demons and Satan.You can experiment with anything that you may feel is relevant along this path. Total freedom for the individual. But that all important intention must be in the right place. If not you may be in for a shock. Satan and the Demons will know if you are fooling around.  In Chaos workings you can grow and develop whereas with strict Ceremonial workings it may become somewhat static. Its only use may possibly be in group worship.
Within Satanism accept change, radical change. You may query your correctness. You may see errors. This adds to your growth. Satan will accept as long as you have respect. As long as the correct intention is there. That you are committed to this path as a person responsible and mindful of the outcome. You must be 100% committed if you are to get 100% return.The outcome is for your Satanic growth as you are led further down the path to Hell.
Serve Satan well with the right intention at all times and you will grow in mind and body into the person you were origionaly meant to be