Unending Temptations

As one goes down this path one may wonder how far one will go. The temptations seem unending. One peels to the next   Temptations appear that were never even considered when one started on this journey. When I first accepted Satan it was scary-in some ways terrifying. In some ways it is scary now realizing how debauched in ones thinking one has become. Some temptations that have been accepted I never even thought about before becoming a Satanist. I would have considered them disgusting, debauched and revolting. One was indoctrinated so well in those early years. It is insidious. The indoctrination is everywhere. Sex is sinful, masturbation is sinful, homosexuality is sinful. Sex is only for production. Morals not to be broken. Taboos not to be broken. Most of the world is stressed. Controlled. We are slaves and we don’t even realize it. From the time we are born till the day we die we are controlled. Mentally step out of line –bang society will ostracize you. Send you to prison or a mental home. When you are born you have no rights. Fast track teaching so you can produce. So you will be allowed to live to exist. You cannot just be. You are an instrument who is manipulated physically. Then to cap it all they will not free your mind.

WRONG-SATANIST HAVE SET THEIR MINDS FREE. Once you start the mind explodes with free thinking ideas. Nothing is held back. Bit by bit the indoctrinations are considered and destroyed. Until you become what you were originally supposed to be- a SATANIC animal Your rightful place on this earth.

In the Western word the xian church is much to blame for our destruction. In the thirteenth to sixteenth century, two to eight million pagans and herbalists were burnt at the stake in Europe. Much of the original culture was lost. In India there are certain cults who are free and have been for millennium. They exist outside main stream society and are considered left of the left handed tantrists. They are left alone to carry on as they wish .In some ways society accepts them. The Aghori of India live in or near cremation grounds, cover their bodies with cremation ash, use dead bodies as altars, consume the flesh, use bones to make bowls and jewellery, drink alcohol and smoke cannabis. They believe eating flesh from a corpse will give them special powers. Embracing death for them is a religious choice. They believe the normal distinctions between purity and impurity (eg between good and evil) are an illusion. They embrace their life style by transcending social taboos etc. They go against the tide of conventional norms to expand their consciousness. As Satanists we in some way mirror that. Human beings react the same way whatever the culture.

You may have massive swings mentally when going further down the path to Hell. The fear of going deeper on the one hand versus Satanic growth. One grows in Satanism in steps. The worse the swings the greater the potential step forward. To accept and become more depraved in kind and deed. The point of no return. The point where the “old’ had a safety valve to stop you going over the ‘edge’. Along this path I think one must go over many cliff faces to become truly Satanist. Much of ones growth in Satanism can be a total shock. Most people mold themselves around society’s norms in some way. There can be a strong pull to conform. Satanism seems to break this down by ripping these accepted norms apart in the thinking process of the individual. Sometimes these new ideas or new ways of looking at sexual orientation, societies morals and taboos, may be initially hard to accept or even consider. The carrot is usually sexual erotic pleasure for the individual. The stick is the continual feeling of mental pain and stress of not go further down the path

Barebacking

Many people worship Satan as the god who tells them what they must do. In fact that is incorrect. Satan wants you to be like a god. He gives you ideas so that you have the judgment to act according to your choices. They are your choices and only yours so that you grow to be like Him-like gods (From a Satanic viewpoint our development was cut off before full term). Satan gives you that power of decision. If you want to do anything then it is fine. He will not stop you. He lets you choose your path to freedom.

Therefore all Satanists grow and develop at their pace and in their own way. Satan has wheeled in most people originally through lust. But there are many paths within Satanism.

It is just one of them. Homosexual men  have a heightened degree for sex and Satanism will increase that lust massively. To increase that pleasure discard condoms. As it's like having a bath with your socks on! So end product –bareback. It seems to be a natural progression for many along this path. Their thinking being protected sex is more stressful than not. They feel it empowers them, and you exist at a new level without fear.

But cause and effect applies. Can’t get away from that. And Satan cares not. It is not a proselytizing religion and numbers matter not to Him. As far as He is concerned it is your choice. You are, how shall we say, allowed to act and think as much as possible like the gods. If it destroys you –Aids-so be it. So yes there seems to be a strong following of Satanists who advocate barebacking, It can be a strong temptation. But as I said it’s not the only path in Satanism and it is totally up to the individual to choose that path or not.

So you definitely do NOT have to be poz, HIV, or a barebacker to be a Satanist. Far from it. Maybe men are more open on the net. Giving the impression that it is the “only’ path. Much of Satanism is done in secret.

  

In Satanism you have to work out your own path

Good and Evil

Within Satanism there is no such thing as evil or good –they are xian ideas. So if one looks at things in a good or evil way one is still fixed in ones original indoctrination.

There are no “rules’. All is acceptable whether the old “good “ or the old “evil”

Evil and good are man made concepts to control you and the population. To keep you down, to stop your naturalness, to stop your power and turn it inward so that you destroy yourself. This in reality causes a multitude of mental sicknesses in the world. Much of early indoctrination is about control. Even if you throw it off there still can be years of guilt. Which may never be got rid of. One of the main happenings is to release yourself from these shackles. To break the chains and feel clean in ones  ”evilness”.

That is why initially some of the temptations seem disgusting to start with. It is to break down that reserve, that indoctrination. One must query, ask, look into, the real reason behind these ridicules rules, set up by conservative society.  Most were to keep you down. To tap into your natural power and use and abuse it for societies use. Their system was to make you accept. To not ask too many questions. They know what’s best was their creed. Satanism smashes that. Totally breaks that down. That’s why Satanists are hated and despised and feared by main stream society. In days of old- burnt at the stake.

Of course cause and effect will always apply –that I’m afraid we cannot get away from. And one must always be aware of that. Temptations will come and it is your choice whether to act them out or not . Satan couldn’t care less. Your growth or destruction is totally up to you.. He has just given you freedom. Remember your thoughts are valid even if they vary with main stream society. Once you accept Satan Pandora’s Box opens up. Everything has to be reassessed.  Depending on early “training” indoctrinations have to be stripped away piece by piece. Morals, taboos. ,adultery, fornication, uncleaness, lasciviousness, idolatry, sorcery, hatred, wrath, strife, sedition, heresies, murder, drunkenness, reveling, avarice, depravity, debauchery, pride ,sloth, gluttony etc etc  Satan will never stops tempting, forcing you to consider.  

Until you have Satanic mind.

Satanic Relationships

It is probably best  for a Satanist to live on his own. It is such a individual thing. And in many ways quite selfish. If you are a homosexual it is very easy to live by Satanic rules. In Satanism the lust drive is very powerful. If you have a boy friend you will still probably have sex with other men. As an unattached  heterosexual male it may not be too difficult as you can fuck whom you want and once you become a Satanist you may find you start having interests in sex with other men. You will probably realize you are bisexual. If you are already a married man that can be difficult. Once he becomes a Satanist his mind set will change. He will want to change his wife into a whore and fuck other men or sleep with women. He will also find his sexuality will open out and  will want people of his own sex as well. If possible he should try and get his wife to embrace Satanism. But that can be well nigh impossible. If he has children he may want to convert them to Satanism. But again that may be like pissing up a waterfall as society will be filling their brains with xian crap. If you are going to get into a relationship with anybody one should be very open about the life style you  lead.So that you do not have to hide your Satanism and sexuality.  If that happens your growth can be severely curtailed. This seems to happen to many married men. Sexuality should be accepted as natural and normal and any practice that in present society is considered deviant should be accepted.  Not this Presbyterian prudish nonsense.Satanic wives should encourage their husbands to sleep with other women and or men and join in .Homosexual men already have a very natural freedom. Which is why they take to Satanism so easily.
But still if you are in a committed relationship in some way it is much more difficult I believe on this path unless you have a very accepting and understanding mate. The freedom of being on your own and a Satanist will make up for the loneliness. You can move forward faster and grow on the path to Hell . At your pace. You and only you have to accept and act on temptations. You don't have to clear it with X,Y,and Z. One has to remember that in every relationship there is the aspect of control in some way.  The best one can hope for is that they are also a Satanist. If not and your Satanism is secret then one has I believe a very difficult unfulfilled life. Eventually one will want to break out. Even as a single Satanist you probably cannot tell the world as society looks at us as very odd or completely mad. Sometimes with terror. I even know of main stream witches,who are very tame in comparison to Satanists, nearly loosing their jobs because of their views.
So as they say one has to remain in the shadows.

Satanic Confessor

As a Satanist it is probably a good idea to have a Satanic mentor or confessor. He can be more experienced or at the same level of Satanic growth. You must be prepared if possible to tell him everything, your temptations, how you are progressing, and if at the same level listen to his temptations and progress. He should try and help you along your path. Especially temptations not acted on. Temptations when discussed  with another may in some way make you adjust to them and help you act. If you have a Satanic mentor who is further along the path even better. He should have had years of experience.He will listen and advise. And as the term says “mentor’ you. His pleasure in return is seeing another Satanist grow. And possibly readjust his own thoughts on the subject.Choose a strong confessor, an experienced confessor. One who has been down the path.Not doing it for his personal emotional gain. But always for his Master. He is just the vehicle through which Satan acts.It definitely makes your development faster and gets one more involved in the Satanic quest. If he is at the same level you may learn from him or advance by advising him
You must be prepared to tell your confessor everything. As if he is you, No secrets.You must lay yourself bare.You must let him be a Demon inside your mind wheeling his way into your brain.It will of course depend on the type of relationship you have. It could become physical. When you discuss temptations with another it makes it more palatable and manageable. And of course talking about them will make acting them out easier.One may find out how similar one's temptations and desires are in the Satanic framework. How moral or taboo subjects are acceptable to another Satanist. Doubts or fear are openly discussed. Talking to another makes it easier to come to terms with ideas. You can play ideas off him and he you.
To progress along a certain path within Satanism., and there are many paths within this doctrine,then you have to decide whether to comply with Satan's temptations or decline.It is your decision,. and yours only.
If you want to progress on that particular path then you must comply. It is the only way forward. Then Satan can put you on the next rung of the ladder down to Hell. Those that comply arrive faster. If you hold back it only takes longer and Satan will manipulate and barrage you until you do. Satan is prepared to wait and abide for eons of time. If you are being tempted in one direction there may be a good reason for this.Your deep psyche needs to bring whatever out or that moral/taboo needs to be confronted. So that you will become a complete Satanist. If it is one of your "needs" and you do not comply it will only mean you will have the pain of indecision. Eventually He will break you. You will then say " I wish I had done this ages ago".Not liking temptations is no excuse. One must learn to cut oneself off from that mode of thinking. A confessor can definitely ease this path.

The Satanic "Oh no" effect

These are the temptations that come in the middle of the night when you are ‘open’. They come when masturbating and or sexually high. They come when you worship. They come when you least expect it. They are temptations that you would have normally never even thought about.. You know the ones. No I didn’t think of that. That is awful.  That is disgusting. Oh no!

They are the temptations that are a bit further down the road to Hell than where you are at. But make no mistake they will keep on returning.. They can be to do with morals or taboos which had been dealt with in early child hood-now to be re opened and considered within your Satanism.

They may be to do with sexual orientation, societies norms, how you dress, how you treat your body, what you do with your body, what you do with your mind, drugs, in fact anything.

Early on in worship I had this temptation, idea or need to stick pins in my biceps and pour hot wax on my body etc I thought no way this will be painful. But the temptations did not go away.  It was in some way to overcome fear and physical pain. But on it went. When I did-No pain –Just ecstasy!-Weird. Perhaps it was a test.  I also had a temptation to drink my urine. I thought “oh no” this is insane. and disgusting. Eventually I did. To me it is pure nectar. Pure me. There have been many others.

It seems if you are gay and a Satanist you get a massive sexual drive which becomes uncontrollable. You want more. You cannot get enough. It seems most eventually have an obsession to go bare back even with the risks. The massive pleasure outweighs the potential pain.

Down this path parts of the “original “animal brain are activated destroying modern social rules. Many being the moral and taboo social codes. It is an unending realization as outer lays of social crap are peeled away. Some times easy and quick, other times difficult.  Those difficult ones when overcome are when you make giant leaps forward.

In some way you must draw a line down the middle of your thoughts. To the right you have the old thinking, Nice and comfortable. Now on the other side you have all the “Oh no” thoughts. You must cut yourself off from making an opinion about these. No judgment. No opinion. No right or wrong. They must not be tangled up with these”Oh no” thoughts. The thought must just be thoughts. Then action. You see chocolate. I want. I take. I feel horny. I fuck or masturbate. Maybe on the bus –well perhaps not! There must be no considered opinion. Definitely no judgment on what others or how society might view you –theirs is an irrelevant view. You then start to have Satanic mind. Your thought processes then flow without any regard for this right or wrong, moral judgment or taboo crap. You will be a free Satanic spirit. A free thinker. You will walk with Demons. You will feel .You will fully experience.

Look at these “oh no “temptations as service to Him. You definitely don’t have to like them initially. You may not want to do them. But you must consider them if you want to serve Him. Serve Satan and He will serves you. It will give you Power. Eventually you will want it .Eventually you will crave it. Sometimes you have to do things you may initially hate. Satan will drive you, be under no illusion in what ever way He thinks necessary. A fully enlightened Satanist has no problem with this. When temptations come he reacts. No questions, no consideration.. He then becomes the personification of Satan in the human form on this earth. Hail'

Power of Satan

Anonymous wrote:

I was a so say a "happy" married man. Then I saw a picture of Satan - No No Not This. But got drawn back again and again. First real fear, then submission, then pleasure. Then started to look at naked men. Then wanted cock. All I wanted was cock. Male bodies, male chests. Unknown lust, pleasure depravity and freedom. I am now a complete homosexual who has been turned and corrupted by Satan. If anybody had said this would happen I would of said it was impossible. Split from idiot wife. Satan has broken down my morals and taboos. Satan is corrupting me to break down the incest taboo ..

Found the above message on another Satanist’s site. It shows the strength of Satan.

It shows this is not a game.  This is a is serious endeavor. It is not for the faint hearted..  When you become a Satanist you will start to think and react like a Satanist without being primed by others. As a religion or life style it will have radical changes on you. From the above you can see anonymous starts off I assume reasonably happily married to a women. Building a “normal’ relationship over a number of years. Fucking her pussy. Getting turned on by her body and tits. Maybe something is wrong. Perhaps there is too much control. Perhaps he has to work night and day to please her. Perhaps she is a dominating bitch (why anybody would want to marry a woman today is beyond me. Men get nothing out of it .She can fuck whom she likes, divorce when she pleases, then gets all the assets and guardianship and custody of the children.)After a few years perhaps she gives him little sex.

Anyway just a picture of Satan starts to draw him in. Satan works on him to make sure he cannot resist. Satan works on his brain-in his subconscious. He probably starts to watch porn. More porn. Then men to men porn. He probably quickly turns it off. This is wrong. But his increased sex drive draws him back.  He wants more. This probably went on for weeks or months. He might set up an Altar. Wife is pissed off and won’t sleep in same room. That adds to him watching more porn. With Satan the drive to have sex is immense. He starts to hate her. He must touch, suck cocks. He must touch men, there chests, lick their tits. He starts to push things up his anus in worship. But he wants more. But he thinks STD’S, HIV. But he thinks “I can’t take this intense sexual stress “- it has  become greater not doing than taking the “risk” He has no further interest in his wife . Fuck her. He goes to a glory hole. Oh shit the ecstasy. Again and again. He has arrived. He will never go back. He has experienced sexual bliss for the first time in his life. The beauty of man on man sex.  Passionate and powerful. He still has far to go-anal fucking and bare backing. But he is on the correct path. Satan has converted him. Now be aware of the power of Satan if you join His world.

There are many many men out there who have gone part of the way he has but still hold back through fear. But they live in a sought of misery.  In a sought of twilight world. Never feeling complete. Never satisfied. Satan can break them out if they will let Him.

This extraordinary violent change can and does happen to anybody on this path. This is the radical fast track method to enlightenment. There is no other method as fast as this but like driving a racing car you must be careful you don’t go off the track, Hail