Wednesday 15 April 2020

Satanic Name

After a time you may feel you wish to remove your original name, most likely xtian, and have a Satanic name. This could be more in keeping with your current life style. It can be anything that you associate with Satanism.. It can also be a Demon name. This can be a problem as there are so many. You had no choice in respect of your original name. It can be quite a difficult decision. You must ask yourself do you find you associate with a particular Demon. Do you find a particular Demon's name resonates with you. One should be in no rush over this. Take your time till you are sure. Look up as many Demons names as you can. Read up what they do. Have a look at their sigils. Do any appeal? When you have the correct name you will instinctively know it is the correct one. It will gel with you.
From my own experience this took me over 2 years. I looked up many Demons, had a short list. Reconsidered them. In worship asked for guidance. Spent long hours over this. But for some reason could not come to any decision. Nothing seem to click. Nothing seemed to gel. I liked some of the names. Some of the Demons I had worked with were short listed. I nearly chose one or two but for some reason held back. I just did not feel comfortable with any of them. In some way my instinct was holding me back. I had I felt strong connections with many but for some reason it did not open up to me taking their name. Eventually I gave up. I used one of my maxims-if in doubt-do nothing. I did not forget about it but put it on back burner.
At the time I had not realized something. I knew that Satan had chosen me. You do not choose HIM. I had been in typical fashion trying to make a decision on a Satanic matter which in fact HE or His Demons must do. Once on this path as we know Satan will start to show you HIS WILL. What HE has in mind for you. I had not put this observation into practice within Satanic Naming. It did of course happen when my ego/thinking mind stopped being concerned about it. Later I realized you do not choose a Demon name -the DEMON CHOOSES YOU.
It happened one morning as I woke up. In fact it hit me like a flash. The Demon CIMEJES. His name was completely new to me. I thought He might be one of the Geotia Demons. My instinct was already telling me this was the one. So I looked Him up and there was the obvious. He is an African Demon. He rules over spirits here. Heck I thought why had I not seen this before. As I lived in Africa this was an obvious connection. So Cimejes became my new name. As I said earlier it had taken over 2 years.
Many may ask why I have never considered a baptism. I tend to equate baptism with the xtian religion. To me it is as if one is using their framework and putting in a Satanic formula. For me it seems too xtian. A remembrance of that religion in which I want no association in any form. So for me baptism is out. I know many Satanists like baptism but they must be careful that by using that framework they are still paying lip service to xtian traditions.
So in all this there is no rush. Take your time. Listen to you instincts. Listen to your inner voice and see what the outcome is. You will in all probability know when you have made the right choice.


Friday 10 April 2020

Satanic Pain and Pleasure

Satanism will open up "Pandora's box ' in your head to new experiences possibly never considered before. The intention is to go deeper on this path. HE will always expect you to go further.  Many of these new ideas will be in a form of devotion.  Some may be a sacrifice. On this path over time you will develop a strong connection to HIM.  You will find you open up to HIS WILL. Your mind experiences Satanic Mind. You become at one with Satanic thought. These new ideas were previously blocked by society's indoctrination. With Satan it will never stop. For some an interesting phenomena may occur. That is the pain /pleasure principal. In other writings I mentioned that in worship to show my devotion I put pins in my biceps or hot wax on my chest. There was no pain only pleasure. One can develop this phenomenon further. Satan may open that idea in your thoughts. The pain /pleasure threshold will show your strength to HIM. It is your sacrifice of your body and mind.

There are many ways to experience this pain. Your sacrifice for HIS pleasure. Being whipped is one. Some find this extremely erotic. It can be even thinking about it. When the pain pleasure phenomena happens you will most likely get a rock hard erection. With bodily fluids being released HE and HIS Demons will be feel pleasure. Not experienced in their realm.

Another experience is putting  hooks into the chest. Letting the blood run down. There are many instances of tribal people doing this and being pulled up off the ground , suspended till the flesh breaks  Many experienced hallucinations and insights. These warriors were treated with great respect and for them it was a natural thing to do.

Another interesting one is to wear a cock cage. Even better if you are highly sexed. Which most of us are. You may be masturbating a few times a day. Getting hard in the night etc. Spreading your seed all over the place. Then try putting on a cock cage. Here you will experience a different type of pain. Massive mental pain. Initially you will battle between cock pleasure and your sacrifice. The longer your sacrifice lasts the stronger your devotion to HIS WILL. It demonstrates your obedience.  The anus will then becomes the centre for sexual gratification.

From that develops another type of pain to experience. As the anus becomes the centre of sexual gratification you develop it more. More pain more pleasure. Here the idea is to expand the anus muscles. The bigger the object being inserted the better. As the object is pushed in it is held at the point of maximum pain. As you get more experienced you increase the size of the dildo, balls and or butt plugs

In all this it helps if you carry it out as a devotion to HIM. For HIS pleasure. It can also help if at the point of maximum pain you say Satanic Enns or prayers to HIM.

This process is of course not something you have to do. There are many other methods for devotion /sacrifice that one can use. But if you are experiencing these sought of ideas then they need looking into further. Satan will always drive you forward till you submit to HIM.