Guilt & Shame

Guilt and shame are two of the biggest bastards on the way to growth. It is  a left over from early indoctrinations. Much from religious crap. It can be how you see society's interpretation of what you are doing or how they might react to it. It is the old maxim that has been driven into you since birth -you must conform to society's norms. There is fear you will be an outcast. Shunned by main stream society. It can be one of the hardest indoctrination's and feelings to get rid of. In can take years and for some a lifetime.But ask yourself why. What is this guilt -what is this shame. It is in some way the clash in your mind between the new Satanic framework that is arising which is at variance with the old original indoctrinations of main stream societies norms. It will be something one has to go through in order to grow into the "new " person that you want to be. The person who now walks down the never ending path to Hell. Once broken your strength increases. One has to grab this condition by the scruff of the neck and ask yourself is it really worth going through this pain. What for- it is your life, your body, your mind, your cock. Your have renounced the other crap way of acting in life. Why should this negative feeling linger on.. One should live the new live with pleasure. What are society, your family members, your friends going to say. Look at yourself -are any of them that important. They are the past. Satanism is the future. It is for you to deal with the the here and now. It is all that matters. It is all consuming for you. What matters now is only your path to Hell. Once you genuinely give yourself to HIM the ideas and methods of handling this problem come into focus. With HIS guidance and communication with others there will be change.As you go further down the path Satan will help you destroy the guilt little by little. Finding you do not need to conform to "their"rules. Eventually you may find you get a thrill by breaking away from the fold. You realize you must think for yourself. Re consider everything you have been taught and re assess it within the framework of your new Satanic life style. Time is all that is needed.

Taboos

Taboos-Satan will confront these eventually. There is no getting away from it. It may be later than sooner but you will be confronted. You may find in worship Satan suggests something –one of the taboos and says break it. It depends on the taboo what your reaction may be. You may be horrified. You have probably never ever considered this. Fuck wish this thought would go away. But I can assure you once started it will not. It will start to come up every so often. It may go on for months or maybe years until there is some outcome. The taboo was pushed into the dark recesses of the mind years ago. The rules were indoctrinated into you.  But Satan has drawn it out to be re looked at re assessed. So that now you will consider it in a total different way. Satan has shown you total freedom-total free will to act in the way you consider relevant-the Satanic way-your new life style. Not controlled, nor indoctrinated by society and or other people’s life styles. You have to consider –shall you break this taboo. Is it something you want to do? Perhaps it does not interest you. But if Satan has drawn it up out of your deep mind then there is probably some interest and or hidden reasons.. Maybe you will find that by doing this you will feel you are more in tune with your Satanic lifestyle and that you will have grown down this path. When breaking of taboos come up in the mind you have probably gone quite far down the path to Hell. It has only happened after much earlier progress has been made in other spheres. You may find after many weeks, months or could be years that you suddenly find you are re considering it. That you may feel that this is what Satan wants of you. That maybe this is to be done to move further down the path. It will probably give you an erotic high thinking about it. But still you may have doubts. Still you may hold back. The indoctrination surrounding taboos if very very powerful. To break a taboo can be too much of a life changing experience to even consider. It may be one of your fundamental rules by which you judge yourself. Never to be considered,  never to be broken. You wonder how you are going to handle this after the event. Would you be applaud or disgusted with yourself. Maybe you will have to re assess your rules. Satan will turn these upside down. You must realize on this path you will be confronted to move forward. If you do this it will please Satan –you will probably receive many boons. You may find that Satan slowly changes your attitude so that you see this in a totally new light. Over time the disgust, guilt, shame may start to go –Satan may start to change the mind set that has held one back.  Satan will destroy these over time so they no longer exist. You then act in braking the taboo in a total new Satanic way. It will be if you like Satanic enlightenment. It will in some way be unbelievable for you to consider it in a completely new light, free from early childhood rules. You will be free to go right into the heart of the taboo –break it with no regrets and come out the other side a more complete Satanist, Very much more powerful. More complete in yourself on the path you have chosen.