Demons 2

Many people who initially get drawn to Satanism think that day one they can conjure up a Demon. For the vast majority of people it just cannot be done.  One has to start from small beginnings and build up your strengths whatever they are. This can well take months or years. When you get to a stage of development that you feel is right for this type of work you must look into your attitude. What is your attitude before and what will be your attitude when working with Demons? It is very important.

Much early writings on how to handle Demons was written by magicians who came from a very xian background. I believe they had an underlying fear of Demons. And many worked on “commanding” and “ordering” Demons to appear and do their bidding. To handle this they would sit in a circle 9ft wide and command the Demon to appear in a triangle adjacent to them. Many would have the circle circumference in salt or chalk to protect them. One person might invoke another interpret what was happening in the triangle. Some had a black mirror in the triangle and the Demon would appear in it.

There were of course other methods used such as crystal balls. John Dee the Elizabethan Occultist used these but he would only invoke as he did not have the power to interpret and another would do this.

I have always thought this attitude to Demons odd. These early magicians seemed to treat them as their enemy. And were invoked to do the magicians bidding. If you’re a Satanist and Demonolater then surely you are both on the same side. You will work with them and they with you

Therefore the attitude of the Satanist is all important. If you go into this with fear then they will make you extremely fearful. Demons are not to be played around with as if some party trick. One must treat them with respect. As advisers and as helpers along ones chosen path. A common practice in worship when invoking is that you ask them to depart back to Hell when finished.  The general thinking being you do not want them hanging around afterwards. I feel that if you are a committed Satanist then why get these beings to depart. Surely there should be no fear and no risk if they around all the time, if you are truly in their camp. This thinking seems to be confirmed by some modern Deamonolators who believe the same. At present I am experimenting with this view point. It also depends on the individual Demon and your experience along this path.

As a basic set up at your altar one should have a sigil of the Demon you wish to invoke. A sigil of your request and enns to be used.  Be prepared to give blood or sperm etc as a gift to the Demon for their help and advice. Again do not play games or the Demon will play games with you. Their “games “are sometimes not funny. Do you surround yourself with a salt circle?  Up to you. When I invoke I do not and I do not use a 9ft circle. But it’s your choice.  But my requests have usually been answered. Use your instinct. Listen. Satan will probably advise you. If He doesn’t then you probably need more experience before embarking on this quest. As they say let the buyer beware.

Exposure-The Secret Life

Do you expose yourself? If so how much? One sees on the net Satanists, naked men, cocks, asses, chests, tattoos etc. The may come a time when you are fed up with being in secret. Secret Satanist. You want to show yourself. You want to show who you are. Not to live in secret. Not to live in darkness. You want to expose yourself to other men.  So they know who you are. As a Satanist you should have no fear. Be proud of who you are. Show your face. Show your body .Show what you do. It should not be in secret.

It can be a two way process. If they know who you are. What your likes and dislikes are. What turns you on .They will respect you. You are a risk taker. The benefits will outway the risks. Your work, what is the effect on that? Will you be ridiculed? It is a problem and one must be very careful here. You could be fired or have employment problems. One must be very aware of the repercussions. On the other hand one may find all soughts of people contact you. Interested in what you’re about. More men may contact you. People you never spoke to before. I have found many people who I have told that I am a Satanist have shown initial fear. Maybe you only tell people in your immediate circle of friends. You could loose some. You might gain some who are more into your lifestyle. But whatever happens eventually I believe you will be confronted with this exposure problem which you will at some point have to deal with. There may be a certain kind of thrill in doing this. Satan may have made you physically stronger. You will want to show this off. In the Western World today there is an acceptance of homosexuality and religious freedom. Great and I don’t believe there will be a swing the other way in our lifetime. But one has to remember the general public is still very conservative. And there are many people who will baulk at your openness and what you are. Many people believe Satanists go around killing people, commit crimes etc and are a pretty bad lot. So you may have to explain your life style.

Some of my family and friends know. Most accept but think I am decidedly odd. Work wise I would not disclose my orientation as I believe it has nothing to do with them and would affect my employment. The ideal is to meet up with like minded people. But you will probably find that there are not many around where one lives. The alternative is of course the net. And possibly meeting up occasionally. I have chatted to like minded guys in the States who say that in their life time Satanism will become one of the main stream religions. Time will tell.

Unending Temptations

As one goes down this path one may wonder how far one will go. The temptations seem unending. One peels to the next   Temptations appear that were never even considered when one started on this journey. When I first accepted Satan it was scary-in some ways terrifying. In some ways it is scary now realizing how debauched in ones thinking one has become. Some temptations that have been accepted I never even thought about before becoming a Satanist. I would have considered them disgusting, debauched and revolting. One was indoctrinated so well in those early years. It is insidious. The indoctrination is everywhere. Sex is sinful, masturbation is sinful, homosexuality is sinful. Sex is only for production. Morals not to be broken. Taboos not to be broken. Most of the world is stressed. Controlled. We are slaves and we don’t even realize it. From the time we are born till the day we die we are controlled. Mentally step out of line –bang society will ostracize you. Send you to prison or a mental home. When you are born you have no rights. Fast track teaching so you can produce. So you will be allowed to live to exist. You cannot just be. You are an instrument who is manipulated physically. Then to cap it all they will not free your mind.

WRONG-SATANIST HAVE SET THEIR MINDS FREE. Once you start the mind explodes with free thinking ideas. Nothing is held back. Bit by bit the indoctrinations are considered and destroyed. Until you become what you were originally supposed to be- a SATANIC animal Your rightful place on this earth.

In the Western word the xian church is much to blame for our destruction. In the thirteenth to sixteenth century, two to eight million pagans and herbalists were burnt at the stake in Europe. Much of the original culture was lost. In India there are certain cults who are free and have been for millennium. They exist outside main stream society and are considered left of the left handed tantrists. They are left alone to carry on as they wish .In some ways society accepts them. The Aghori of India live in or near cremation grounds, cover their bodies with cremation ash, use dead bodies as altars, consume the flesh, use bones to make bowls and jewellery, drink alcohol and smoke cannabis. They believe eating flesh from a corpse will give them special powers. Embracing death for them is a religious choice. They believe the normal distinctions between purity and impurity (eg between good and evil) are an illusion. They embrace their life style by transcending social taboos etc. They go against the tide of conventional norms to expand their consciousness. As Satanists we in some way mirror that. Human beings react the same way whatever the culture.

You may have massive swings mentally when going further down the path to Hell. The fear of going deeper on the one hand versus Satanic growth. One grows in Satanism in steps. The worse the swings the greater the potential step forward. To accept and become more depraved in kind and deed. The point of no return. The point where the “old’ had a safety valve to stop you going over the ‘edge’. Along this path I think one must go over many cliff faces to become truly Satanist. Much of ones growth in Satanism can be a total shock. Most people mold themselves around society’s norms in some way. There can be a strong pull to conform. Satanism seems to break this down by ripping these accepted norms apart in the thinking process of the individual. Sometimes these new ideas or new ways of looking at sexual orientation, societies morals and taboos, may be initially hard to accept or even consider. The carrot is usually sexual erotic pleasure for the individual. The stick is the continual feeling of mental pain and stress of not go further down the path