Sunday 16 March 2014

Satanic Control


When you accept Satan  it is for life.There is no return. Even if you go back to your old ways they will be Satanic. You have become aware of Him and His ways. Your eyes have been opened. You cannot re close them. Satanic experiences cannot be forgotten.This  path  is never ending. Ideas are always unfolding. One will find strange and very new thoughts will enter your mind. They are put there by Satan. In most cases He will make you rethink moral codes that you were indoctrinated with. You will have to re look at them in a completely new Satanic way. Are they valid anymore. Probably not. You may consider to break Taboos is too disgusting and unthinkable. But whatever happens Satan will make you think in a unique and very different way. A Satanic way, His way. But be aware Satan will work on you and hammer away at your mind. You will be forced to consider them, whether to accept His way and act accordingly. You see it was so much simpler when the rules were laid down and you were told what to do. Not in Satanism I am battling with certain taboos and life style challenges.Once these are embraced one has totally switched in some way as a person. You are no longer the same person. I found some disgusting at first but have since looked at them in a new light. Strong lustful thoughts like whether to go bareback appeared which were never considered an option before. Eventually I think He breaks down your idea of your old self. Your ego. And in its place puts Satanic Mind. Part of the Satanic Domain. If you like you become a Beast. You act and do without thought to morals, taboos. Just like your heart beats or blood goes around without conscious effort. It could be equated  or may be similar to the idea in Buddhist thought of "no mind". You act but you do not have any consideration as to if "right" or "wrong" as a Satanist.Once you break the old self one moves down the spiral to Hell at a much faster pace.
Someone once told me that it was safer looking into these left handed paths after 50 years old as you are more "mature" and able to handle the changes.  You will look at things with a more objective cynical eye. Many young people developed amazing Satanic power but are unable to handle it and land up in prison, mental institutions and or get completely taken over by it. I think when you have this power you must in some way mold it-control it-drive it-manipulate it into what you desire to increase whatever power is developing within you. Each person in this world is unique and each person will develop in Satanism in a very unique way and will have very different powers or siddis.conferred  on them. It is just that you have to find them.

Probably one of mans most powerful drives is lust. Satan uses this to His advantage. In fact probably most people were pulled in to Satanism by lust and sex. Within Satanism when this happens the lust increase enormously. It is  like super sex. But these lustful thoughts can be manipulated  into a very strong force which can be used by the Satanist for his use.  In many cases if one gets overcome with lustful thoughts and sexual acts it may become a drug if not properly channeled. A  neophyte may find himself abused by stronger dominant persons. Being dominated can be thrilling but one has to be very aware of what is happening and whether this is truly what you want. Recently read an article on one of the blogs I follow which equates the world like an hour glass with the top hell, the bottom the human world. The salt flows  from one to the other. The demons and evil flow into the world via the small center piece. This is the penis, your Satanic penis through which all the demons and evil can flow into the human race
Many Satanists use drugs to help them on there path. Especially crystal meths Of course it gives a massive high and will send you down the Satanic path very quickly but as I have said before i t can be difficult to control..

As I said earlier, on this path you will come to a time when you seriously wonder who is in control. This is where I am at the present time. It has come to a point where I feel there is a strong realization about whether humans in fact do have such a "thing" as an ego. In fact we act out according to situations, events and people. And change the "I" accordingly. Now Satanism for me puts everything on its head. I had this idea in my head of what "I" was. Now that has been ripped up. The changes have been radical. Total different underlying thinking. Is this a "New Me". The old me had control shall I say from early training and social conditioning. If one had moral or taboo thoughts they would go through this "control" and if necessary be destroyed within that framework. Just accepted. But not now. Early training and social conditioning is gone. All the old ideas have to be reassessed.  And within this new system everything is acceptable.So in many ways you may feel you have last control. But in fact your mind is still there looking at everything but just with a new model standpoint.
 Maybe I am close to"Walking with Satan". All my thoughts are Satanic. The original "me"has gone. Maybe "Satanic Me " is now in control. Satan has converted my mind. He wants all "controls" to go. Just ACT. FEEL, REACT, Don't consider or decide-just do. Hate,Love, Feel the power. Enjoy the freedom. Become what you were before birth.


Saturday 1 March 2014

West Meets East



                                                                           



In the West for the last 2000 years religion has fundamentally been controlled by the xians and their agent the Roman Catholic Church from Rome. Later by its many off shoots. There was still much paganism up to the 1600 to 1700's. But the xians burnt approximately 2 to 8 million so called witches and pagans who were basicaly herbalists during this time in Europe. Luckily there has been a resurgence of the herbal medicne industry in Europe. Things started to change from the 1950"s and Paganism and Satanism is no longer illegal in most European and North American Countries.

If one considers the church to be a right handed conservative path then Satanism is an extreme left handed path which one can equate with the extreme left handed paths of the East. These are the Tantrik Schools of India, Tibet, China and Japan. Most show a strong sexual approach to religion. They believe that the road to enlightenment,to the godhead etc, is not by keeping to strict social moral codes or taboos but by going in the opposite direction, by breaking them. Their philosophy of life is in some way reinforced by the energy of one' feelings and instincts. Strong emotional passions are powerful aids that make for higher awareness and help to concentrate spiritual forces and lead to liberation of self and a state of union with the Absolute. The feelings can be from passionate devotion to raging lust,burning love to murderous hatred.


This is sometimes expressed in obscene language (equivalent for Satanists in blasphemy) They say nature cannot be transgressed so anything natural cannot be wrong.Same way as saying anything you think or do is valid and should not be held back by social norms. If you think it act on it. They call for an uninhibited life free from the bondage of artificial convention and social restraint and feelings of remorse and guilt. They would prefer to go about naked. Erections, emissions, urination and evacuation are modes of worship. Sex is an amoral activity to which evil is not applicable. They maintain that current codes of morality are unnatural and cause injury.Nothing is prohibited and everything is permitted. The initiate must become indifferent to taboos and reject them. What sends the average man to hell ensures their salvation. Prohibited acts are rungs of a ladder by which they ascend to the heights.There is no right and wrong. Tensions are removed. Mystical union occurs for all things are one.The self and what it seeks become one. This is where the saying "I am god "appears. There becomes neither deity nor devotee since they are now identical.There is no virtue and vice. Folly and wisdom are one. The folly of fools is wisdom and the wisdom of the wise folly.There is no difference between industry and idleness, pleasure and pain, praise and scorn, honour and dishonour. Forbidden sexuality, including incest and adultery must be practiced. Meat and alcohol which was taboo was eaten. They would also consume scatological substances and human flesh in ritual symbolizing rejection of traditional values.Quite often in burial grounds.
In India and Tibet a characteristic feature was carrying out certain actions contrary to normal practice. In some sects things normally considered unclean or disgusting, such as excretions of the human body, are used in certain cult rites.Ritual copulation takes place in reverse order. "Coitus in ano"- Anal sex. This draws down more perverse powers and makes more potent magic.
Sacred chants are recited backwards.
In their holy scriptures some of the writings are as follows:-
"One who has knowledge of god although he commits great evil, become pure and immortal"
"A wise man should remove the filth by filth"
"Do not suppress your feelings choose whatever you want, and do whatever you desire, for in this way you please the goddess(Kali?). Perfection can be attained by satisfying all one's desires"
"By the very acts through which the ordinary person boils in Hell, by those very acts the initiate yogi obtain emancipation"
"Mukti through bhukti"-Salvation through sensuality
"Yoga through bhoga"-Union with god through sexual enjoyment
"The journey to erotic love is also to god"-the journey to lust is also to light"
They work on the body with exercise, breathing exercises, chakras, and get the kundalini energy at the base of the spine to rise. Eventually they may attain "siddhis" or supernatural powers.
Sex with prostitutes was held in the highest regard. Sometimes extremely ugly to  overcome the initiates personal or acquired taste. In some cases the last phase of a tantrik's progress was sexual union on the astral plane and in some cases necrtosexuality.
There were many violent sects carrying out human sacrifices and ritual murder to please the goddess. A well known one were the "Thugees'


In the West we have made a start in the last few hundred years. Sometimes in extreme secrecy  I feel though the West still have a long way to go. In the East they have been at this for over a thousand years. I think although we are moving forward many Satanists acquire "power" but lack wisdom to control it and use it to their advantage.There are few "teachers" around. There are many self styled teachers who are downright dangerous and want to use and abuse the initiate. I think we are slowly getting there. But Satanism will always be outside main stream society.
In some cases in the East some of the "Gurus" teach the right handed path but practice the left.I wonderer if this does not happen in the West.